Thursday, September 4, 2003
::licks lips:: Mmmm! Tasty! Good stuff, that! >D 'Midare Somenishi'. Yaoi samurai story! Oh, it was good! Real good, but only five chapters! I want more! ... Hmmm... it seems rather hot in here... I'm all flushed! ;)
Oh god! I'm not going to able to sleep tonight! I found it hard enough when I was reading Yami no Matsuei! And that's not really... in the... same... range... as that manga was. ;)
Gah! I'm getting excited just watching downloads here! "Yes! Yes! Come on! Faster!" ::tries to slap some sense into herself, but just ends up more amused:: Oi oi! Help me! I swear my perversion must be getting worse! ... Nah, I'm just enjoying it for once, instead of avoiding it! Yay!
::cough:: Alright, I don't actually have anything else to say since I rambled about everything else earlier. ::checks download and starts having trouble breathing:: Oh oh oh oooohhhhhh!!! ::squeaks:: DN Angel! Finally! I've been trying to get this episode for days! Just 6 minutes! EEEEEEE!!!!!! SUGOI!!! Well, looks like I'm not going to be calming down any time soon tonight! ;) I'm outta here. See yah!
Xilmin visited the elves at 09:44 p.m.
Thursday, September 4, 2003
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here to take the test.
Although I can't say I like the use of the word 'vain', the rest of it is accurate... well, maybe minus the 'dominant' part. ;) Certainly the 'handle with care' is good advice! :P
I'm in the mood to ruin someone's life! I wanna go seduce someone's husband (or wife. don't really care), have some fun, then just sit back and watch the sparks fly! >D But of course that's cruel, mean, evil and very bad! Just bad! Bad Xi! BAD! ::purrs and laughs her head off:: ... I think I should stay in my room for the rest of the day. Safer for the rest of society! ;)
Just got back from college. Yay! I'm free for the weekend! :D Physics was just as boring! All the doodles just emphasize that. Particularly the doodles of me sleeping. ;) But the best one shows the various states upon entering the class:
1. Chirpy, awake, ready to learn
2. "You've got to be kidding me! This is so dull!", eyes' half closed, not really listening any more.
3. Asleep. The brain switched off, the eyes completely closed
4. ::clunk:: head hits desk ;)
Then of course, there are my other doodles just to keep me amused of crashes to go with whatever the topic is. Like the question about the vectors of a glider. I drew a wonderful little comic thingy (not all that clear though. Stupid answer got in the way! >( ) with the glider crashing. And another crash to illistrate deceleration. ;) See, I learn this way! :P to the dull teacher who thinks I'm going to learn by teaching us! ;)
But I enjoyed Chemistry. We were doing equations. I enjoy that sort of thing! Give me a break! :P the only doodle I did in that class was of a mole (rodent) to go with the talk on moles (some chemical thingy I'm not completely clear on :S ). Plus, the teacher makes jokes and makes lessons fun (without just coming off as some sad Chemistry freak. Instead he mocks people like that! :D )
I'm doing well! I survived a week, no problems! ... well... in Chemistry, I finished the equation stuff and he told me to read a bit in the book. My brain couldn't understand the words. Talking to my mind: "Woah woah woah! Go back! Go back! Back! Back! Back! Read that bit again! Wait! Stop! What's that? I know the word, but what does that mean?" Gah! As long as he doesn't leave us to teach ourselves at any point then I can get past the problem by avoiding it. If he talks to us, then I can make my own notes and illistrate the hard bits. ;)
Now I'm free for the weekend! I'm probably going to be lost with nothing to do in the end, but I can always threaten my mind with working on Anime Shelter. That always gives my mind inspiration to find something to keep me occupied! Could look at learning Katakana now, or clear up my room a bit, or work on more art, or even, maybe, do work on Nonsical Sense. Well, I'll see. But for now, I'm going to play Joust until dinner is ready. "Buzzards beware!" Or rather: "Xi! Beware of the buzzards!" ;) I'll probably be back later this evening, knowing me, but that's my report for the day if I get distracted later. ::figit:: Must not ruin someone's life. Must not seduce random ppl. Despite how tempting it may be! Mata ne! :P
Xilmin visited the elves at 05:48 p.m.
Wednesday, September 3, 2003
Just watched Monty Python's "And Now for Something Completely Different" DVD with Li-chan. ... no comment! :S while some of it was quite amusing, to say the least ;) ... other stuff was... not right! Like the Baby Snatchers! ::cowers:: Scary! Well, it was most certainly different! ;)
Hmm... what else to report? I remember a lot of watching Compy make CDs, listening to music. I nearly started to tidy my room a bit, but I decided I would just nurse my stomach instead and sing. ::grumble grumble:: Damn period! Least I didn't have college today though! :D
Oh yeah! In an attempt to distract myself, I played games! Or rather: game! Joust! I haven't played that in so long! Ah, the memories! Fun fun memories! Memories of screaming! Memories of swearing! Memories of battle cries as the ostrich sits on the buzzards! And best of all: memories of cries of "MEN!!!" ::laughs:: Men hatch out of buzzard eggs! Don't quite get that, but it intrigues me! ;) "Oh, grey man! Wow! blue man! Gimme gimme gimme! No! My blue man! Bad buzzard! Ha! Told yah! My man! :P You have no purpose here! Be gone! Now the rest of you, fly to my ass and realise you are defeated!" ::glances at the door nervously:: I hope I don't yell that sort of stuff too loudly. I wonder what my parents would think... ;)
I've been in a kind of 'english music' mood today. Well, some of the day anyway. Feel like listening to the songs again now... Savage Garden and Green Day. They bring back so many memories. Not what you would expect either. Savage Garden I always associate with a bike racing game. I thought it was the soundtrack at first. I miss that game. My brother just had to take all his stuff with him, didn't he? Well, the best stuff. Like his computer and the games and the 'sidewinder' joystick that detected movements. That was always fun to play Star Wars Racer with! Tried to drive it with the sidewinder thingy upside-down. That was confusing as hell... wait... I've rambled off the point... I was trying to talk about my music! Why? I don't know!
You can resurrect a thousand words to decieve me more and more
A thousand words will give the reason why I don't need you anymore
Nah, I want Green Day!
A conscientious objector to the war that's in my mind
Damn appropriate lyric for me! ::hisses at her many selves, and gets a variety of responses, mostly violent or aggresive. some just plain rude. the rest just ignore:: Oi oi!
Wake up
The house is on fire
And the cat's caught in the dryer
Damn, that cracks me up! >D
To know you is to hate you
So loving you must be like suicide
well I don't mind if you don't mind
I'm not the one that's going to die
I guess I just can't listen to this one-sided conversation again
'cause I don't care if I don't care
No one ever said life is fair
Everybody loves a joke
But no one likes a fool
Hee hee! I like this song! With lyrics like that, it really shouldn't be so catchy! :S
To know you is to bait you
And you fell victim to your own denial
I don't mind if you don't mind
If you're wasting all your time
And on to my old favourite:
I want to be the minority
I don't need your authority
Down with the moral majority
'cause I want to be the minority
I pledge allegiance to the underworld
One nation under dog
There of which I stand alone
A face in the crowd
Unsung, against the mold
Without a doubt
Singled out
The only way I know!
Hee hee! I should stop this! I've got college tomorrow! Need to get up early! ::shudder:: Physics first thing! No! Hell! Ah well, maybe it won't be as boring as it was last time... I can hope, can't I? I can always see what wonderful doodles I can come up with this time. Hee hee! That'll keep me going! :D
Gah! Mum bugging me! ::grumble grumble:: Even if I was just about to leave, I'm still annoyed that I have to leave a minute early that before... but when I ramble about it then it doesn't exactly turn out all that much earlier... in fact, I'm probably here longer than I would have been if she had just left me alone! 'Hah!' to her then! :P I'm leaving now! Ja ne!
Xilmin visited the elves at 11:01 p.m.
Tuesday, September 2, 2003
Just had to had this:
My dog bounces! Rubber box dog! :D
And I fit through a window! Well, I was locked out and I needed my Compy so Li-chan gave me a boost and I squeezed in. :D I feel so thin! And bendable! >D ... oh god, what dreams will I have tonight? ;)
Anyway, I'm off to bed! ii genki! ii genki! ii genki desu! Oyasumi!
Xilmin visited the elves at 12:01 a.m.
Tuesday, September 2, 2003
::sings:: ii genki! ii genki! ii genki desu! My own personal song for when I'm happy... wonder how much sense that actually makes... ah well... better be quick before my mum snaps at me for still being alive and on Compy (but I've been away from it all day with college! so cruel for me and it! :'( )
Just finished watching the Fake anime with Li-chan. Hee hee hee! Haven't watched any yaoi in ages! Ii ne! >D
::grins:: ii genki! ii genki! ::snaps fingers:: ii genki desu! I wonder if I'm going to get to sleep tonight, since last night was not good... contemplating the meaning of existance and the creation of the universe, then always wandering back to Hisoka's ass! Yami no Matsuei manga was a big mistake last thing at night! Fake probably ain't much better. ;) Ah well, I need to scoot! I'll see what dreams I have tonight, since I can sleep in and relax tomorrow! :D Ja! ii genki! ii genki! ii genki desu!
Xilmin visited the elves at 11:47 p.m.
Monday, September 1, 2003
::is currently about to explode:: Oooooh-oohoohhhhhh!!! Ooooh my! ;) I'm in the mood for yaoi, so I thought I'd go look for some short smut mangas. I ended up re-finding Yami no Matsuei (hardly considered smut, and most definitely not short, but that's not the point ;) )! I forgot I was still reading that! Got the entire volume 4 and the first chapter of volume 5 to look forward to now! Ooooh-oooh-oooo-oooooohhhhhhh!!! ::paws at screen for the zillionth time::
And to make matters worse, the scanlating group have done plenty of other yaoi mangas. A couple of 'em intrigued me greatly. Check this out:
Boys Next Door
by Kaori Yuki
Adrian is an insane serial killer who kills boy prostitutes. This is a twisted love story about his love for one of the boys. It is ranked by readers as our site's most disturbing and tear-inducing manga. (PG-15, shonen-ai, blood + gore)
I probably shouldn't get so interested by something like that, but I want! >D
And another:
Midare Somenishi (Anxiety of Soul)
By Kazuma Kodaka
Samurai, bandits, ancient Japan, oh my! Doing nasty things with each other of course! This is also very touching and sweet. (NC-17; yaoi, non-con)
::squeaks:: I think if I read that, I'll end up in my own personal heaven! >D
Sakende Yaruze! (I Will Shout!)
By Satosumi Takaguchi
A sweet and beautifully drawn shonen-ai manga. It takes place in the seiyuu world, but there's much more to this. Just read it. :) (PG for now)
Seiyuu yaoi? Aaahhh, nice! Need to get this! :D
That's the best ones anyway. I'm also glad I stumbled across where I can get Matantei Loki Ragnarok manga (didn't even realise there was one, but the anime probably came after it. ;)
What else have I been doing today? Sent email, which always takes me hours. :S Watched anime. Started watching Scryed. Had forgotten what I'd seen before, and it's so much better when it's high quality with fights like those. And the great thing is: the subtitles actually make sense! The names are right! The sentences make sense! It even seems to match up with what they are saying! Wow! Amazing stuff! ;)
Watched more Matantei today as well. :) I want... that dog... I can't actually remember his name. I'm used to him being referred to as 'Nii-san', which don't help. A puppy that transforms into a big wolfy thingy, with a split personality almost, and is so kawaii when he says "Daddy!" :D And I want his brother too! ... but that's for completely different reasons! >D
Also finally got the next episode of DN Angel that I've been trying to get for days! As the title suggested, no Dark. Sucky! But Hiwatari-kun was there for a little bit, so that made up for it ever so slightly. Plus the preview says the twins are going to be put into an emotional hell (or something along those lines!). Woohoo! Let them be in hell so I may be entertained! >D Can I help it if stuff like that amuses me! ;) I'm desperate for more, but the next episode hasn't even got past 2% yet, and it's been going for hours! :'(
Anyway, I want Yami no Matsuei, so I ain't hanging about! Ja!
Xilmin visited the elves at 08:38 p.m.
Monday, September 1, 2003
I've been surviving without the net for the past couple of days and it was HORRIBLE!!! My dad was doing a backup of his system to he disconnected the network. Compy was just sitting here, all lonely, not able to talk to anyone else downstairs, and I was so very very bored! Although I did spend time actually doing something worthwhile. I did several pics of me (it's the easiest thing to draw. Afterall, I've got the mirror to make sure I'm drawing it right)! Finished the Akuma pic of me. All dark and blue. Looks pretty neat, I think! :D Started on the Aoiko pic of me. Just to make things awkward, that was a pic I tried to colour with pencils before I scanned it. Was not successful, and it's made it somewhat difficult to figure out where the outlines are. But it's looking not too bad. It's just frustrating that that pic comes with a basic background. I'm not used to drawing anything but ppl! :S Then yesterday, I just randomly drew various pics of me from scratch. 1 of 'me' in short shorts and K-style hair, with a sword-style stick over my shoulder (in other words, the typical look I had when I went out walking ;) ). Another 'me' with K-style hair again and the gun-stick. >D Then the best one of all, even if it isn't all that detailed! I was trying to come up with a contrast to show that I'm many ppl. So I drew 'me' with a cane-stick, crouched over it, and being freaky and 'old man'-like. It cracks me up every time I see it! :D Really should start uploading all these pics I've been doing lately and update Nonsical Sense. It doesn't feel right that I don't have an alive webpage. I feel lost. And there ain't no way I'm working on Anime Shelter! I'm too lazy for that! Everyone can just go somewhere else. :P
What else have I done? Watched anime, naturally. Finished watching the Comic Party DVDs. I like! It's not great great, but it's still good. :) Also watched various things I'd downloaded like Last Exile (need more), Konjiki no Gash Bell (NEED more!) and Matantei Loki Ragnarok (already getting more ;) ).
But surprisingly, I haven't watched as much as I would have normally. I was determined to listen to the soundtracks I've been downloading lately, so I just mucked around with various brain-killing games with those playing. Then I remembered I'd downloaded mangas. So I read those. DNA^2. Science fiction, time travel, gender bending, humour! Sure there is some sappy romance crap in there, but I just skim it. ;)
Then I read the Trigun manga. Woah! I can't say the anime ever stood out for me. Vash was never a fantastic character to me in that. But the manga... Woah! It covered more of the background and explains a whole lot more than the anime does, even at the same points. And I needed that, cos simple western-style gun-fighting ain't my type of thing. And while none of the characters stand out to me (although I do like Millie ;) ), when it starts going into Vash's past, then I perk up. He's cute when he was young. >D Or just plain strip him! That gets my attention. When he came out of the shower, I was going "Woah!" for some time. Then I started reading some more, and had to go back and look again! ::sweatdrop:: And he said scars ain't something women like to look at! ;)
Well, that was the last couple of days. Oh, but Friday I wasn't here, not because of lacking in the net, but cos I ended up going to visit Li-chan and Pan. But that's already disappearing from my memory. I remember watching Will and Grace... Li-chan showed me her porn mags >) ... then they walked me home and bugged my dog. ;) At some point in there, we ate, but my mind is all fuzzy.
But I have been trying to hold on to a dream I had on Thursday night, cos it was soooo nice! ;) It was Fake: Revitalised... or something like that. An alternate reality to Fake where everyone was blond. ;) They were still cops, but they were battling more against monsters and demons and general fantasy stuff. And I remember K was the chief! Hee hee! While the earlier points aren't too clear, particularly the best parts, I have recently remembered that Dee dumped sugar on Ryo and was licking it off! Sweet! >D But the bits that I remember better are when characters from GetBackers came in to it. Katsuki and Jubei (so cute together in the anime! >) ) showed up, only Katsuki was actually female! I blame that episode with the hotsprings! That drove me crazy, him wrapping the towel round him like that. I was practically yelling at the screen "You don't need it that high! You don't have anything you need to hide there! Drop it! Drop it!", but that's nothing to do with the dream! ;) To make things even more confusing Katsuki and Jubei's 'true forms' were animals. Katsuki was a cat and Jubei was a dog. :S Ghost animals, really, since they were all whispy, and you could partially see through them. While I can't remember the action part where they saves Dee and Ryo, I do remember that Ryo gave Katsuki a valentines card. ::laughs:: While Dee was mildly jealous, he just enjoyed embarressing Ryo after that, and drove him insane. I've forgotten the rest of the dream, but I liked it! :D
I've only been up for an hour and a half. I kind of slept in today. I've been desperate for that for ages! Always waking up before 9 was killing me! :S How I managed to do it today though, I have no idea. I would have thought the noise outside would have woken me up. They're destroying our garage. In fact ::checks out the window:: we don't have a garage left! I believe we are getting a double garage and my dad will be moving his office in there, or something. Certainly that was the plan a while ago. Don't know if that will have changed. Anyway, I still haven't eaten anything yet, so I might as well have lunch. ;)
Oh yeah, and I have college starting properly tomorrow. Can't say I'm that worried about it. Really kind of excited. Something to do! Something to work my mind at! But 3 hours of each subject and early mornings? It'll be 'interesting' to say the least. To see how long I last, that is. Particularly with the cycling there and back. :S Least I only have 2 days. Yay for a part time course! :D
Anyway, lunch! I'm outta here! Ja!
Xilmin visited the elves at 01:42 p.m.
