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Tuesday, October 7, 2003

"I want to eat you!"

I'll need to explain tomorrow, but I just had to include that line before I run off for bed. Oh yeah, and I'll also talk about ladybirds with parachutes tomorrow, but 'til then, you'll just have to keep wondering. I'm just here to remind myself, and I just had to add that line anyway. ::wanders off into her own fantasy world:: "I want to eat you, and you, and you! Oh! Three-course meal! Tasty!" >D Oyasumi! Hee hee hee!

Xilmin visited the elves at 11:04 p.m.

Tuesday, October 7, 2003

Hee hee heeeeeeeeeeee!!! Happy me! Happy me! HAPPY ME!!! ... I know I'm beginning to look like the pic of Shigure up there, but me so HAPPY!!! I just had to come here and announce it to the world (very small world that visits here, but it's MY world! :P ), even although this news may be months old, but I just found out so it's NEW NEWS TO ME!!! HAPPY HAPPY HAPPY ME!!!

JUBEI-CHAN 2!!! SEQUEL TO JUBEI-CHAN!!! 2ND SERIES!!! JUBEI-CHAN 2... ::goes to find out the full name and ends up finding more news and just plain DIES!::

::squeals, jumps up, does a little dance, runs out the room, collapses in a squealing fit at the top of the stairs, notices the dog and skuttles down and glomps him, petrifying him, squeals some more, runs madly up the stairs, spins, and collapses back into her room again:: I can't breathe! ::goes to relax herself by browsing the site to see if there is anything else worthy of squealing over::

::squeal:: That I wasn't expecting. Didn't think there would be a sequel for that! Cool! But of course, it doesn't come anywhere close to the excitement of the other ones... ::has a mild fit just remembering thinking about them::

There's more sequels? Ah! Wow! Ok, that one never got me addicted in anyway, but it was still not bad. Neat. More! Always good! :)

And there are some weird new things I've never heard of in there too. 'Super Bear!', 'Gigantor', 'Fishing Crazy Diary', 'Traveller in the Darkness, with Hat and Books'. Ooooh! Traveller in the Darkness has already been released by a fansubber! Cool! Hee hee! ::looks up some info:: Oh wow! It's yuri too! That makes a change! >) Yup! Watch out! Hyper happy pervert on the loose yet again!

::pause::

How 'bout I start this blog entry again, eh? ;)

::moment of calming breathing::

::in monotone voice:: I am excited. AAAAHHHHHH!!!! I can't hold it! So HAPPY!!! Right! Ok! Sobering up! Hee hee! I discovered there is going to be a sequel to Jubei-chan! The 3rd best thing that deserves a sequel (in my mind). And I think someone said somewhere that it's going to come out in November! My birthday month! Weh-hey! :D I just hope hope HOPE that Koinosuke is still in it! He has to be! It's just not Jubei-chan without the bumbling samurai (who makes masks out of toilets)... ::chokes up:: KOINOSUKE!!! Must have must have him! ...I mean, the series must have him. I wouldn't mind having him too, but that's a whole other rant! ;) Oh yeah, the full title apparently is: 'Jubei-chan 2 - Siberia Yagyuu no Gyakushuu' (Siberia Yagyuu's Counterattack). Question: What has Siberia got to do with Jubei-chan? Ah, but when did that series make sense. ::chokes up again:: It was always so insane ::sniff:: To think... ::sniff:: I would life to see the day ::sniff:: where they make a sequel! :D

Now, got to keep myself calm here, cos this is where I might get carried away again (and I really don't want to do that, cos I'm in pain now. I think I pulled a muscle or 6 :S ). There might be... there may possibly be... there's the slightest chance that there could be... a sequel to... TO... TO... ::calming breaths:: JunglewaItsumoHaleNochiGuu!!! ::pant pant pant:: It couldn't be! It wouldn't be! It can't be! Ah, but it might be!!! On a site, it has 'Jungle wa Itsumo Hare Nochi Guu Final'! Which apparently is an OVA with 2 episodes. So it can't be Deluxe it's talking about. And it says it comes out this year too! ... I shouldn't get so hyped up. Maybe the site just made a mistake and didn't know there was so much to the Deluxe series... ::goes to check if there are other sites that have info on it:: Oh! A gender bending series... GAH! Got to stay focused! ... Oh! A new Ghost in the Shell movie! ... FOCUSED! Stay focused! ... ::makes the loudest squeal yet:: ... ::ends up getting distracting for over half an hour and finally comes running back the instant she gets a pic of Dama-baa-chan naked flung in her face:: Well that had to be the cruelest thing it could do to me! Note to self: don't press anything that says 'hai' when you don't know what you're agreeing to, particularly when it involves Guu! ... Oh like I'll listen to that! :P Anyway, I have discovered IT'S TRUE!!! It's coming out on Dec 21st! WAI WAI WAI WAI!!! now, I start going insane over the fact it's called 'FINAL'! It can't be FINAL!!! NOOOOOOOO!!!!! ... oi oi...

What else did I find? There's another Jungle CD coming out. From the clips there were, it sounds like conversations with the seiyuu recorded cos it sounds relatively sane, yet some of it sounds just too weird to be real! ;) Need to get! Need to get! And yet more I find! Jungle MANGA!!! I can't believe it! Now that is something I would buy straight from japan, despite the fact I can't read it! ... ::thinks for a moment:: Has there always been a manga? Now that I look at it, there's seems an awful lot of volumes for something new and it would be just like me to miss it. Ah! There's a date on the site from 1998!!! It exists since THEN? ...Bah! What am I talking about? The important thing is there IS a manga! Must get MUST GET!!!

Ok ok ok! On with it! On with it! What else have I found? Oh yes! Raimuiro Senkitan OVA! While the series was great, I never expected there to be more! Heh heh. If I remember correctly, that was the one that was based on a hentai computer game or something. ::sweatdrop:: But there is a plot too! ... well, there was for the series. This is an OVA this time though! ;)

And also a sequel to Stratos 4, called Stratos 4 X. While the original series never grabbed me as something spectacular, it wasn't all that bad either, so I can only hope they improve even better with a second series. I might even remember the characters this time round! ;)

Right, that's it for my Anime News Session for now! Hee hee! I'm not used to being the 'source of information' when it comes to anything, but I have to be when it comes to anime when I live in Scotland cos I'm the one that has most access to the net (aka 24 hours a day if I wanted to [and wasn't killed by my parents for using Compy during the night]). But I feel 'up-to-date' now, so I'm happy. Really really really really REALLY happy! Just got to try and remember both Jungle and Jubei-chan have sequels, cos Jungle is the best thing ever ever EVER!!! I'll end up forgetting about Jubei-chan and that is a definite no-no! :D

Right right right! On to what I've actually done today other than browse around Anime Info sites (although that was originally to look for info on mangas instead, but I kinda got 'diverted' from that ;) ). College was... Ugg... Chemistry was... ::groan:: Well, I'll say by the end of it, I was pretty much a wreck. The last half an hour was trying to keep myself calm and not have a nervous breakdown. For the first time since I started college I felt the overwhelming power of M.E. and how much it restrained me from doing, aka learning a lot in a short period of time. Today was just too much of an overload. I did break down at lunch time, but after a walk along the river, I felt a lot better. Standing watching swans in an isolated spot, reminiscing over old fic ideas, cos when I had a particularly bad case of writer's block once, I went down by the river and was cured and came up with the beginning of the best original story idea I've ever had (certainly character-wise anyway). :) Physics was pretty much a waste of time. I doodled a pic based on My Star Wars Dream Thingy (only problem was I forgot what a bantha actually looked like, so it just looks like a woolly mammoth ;) ), my brain running away, a 'brain hunt', a random cute 'thing' and probably some more that I've forgotten. There was the odd work in there somewhere, but I wasn't all that aware of it. ;)

Least the weather improved today. It improved lots! :) It's still cold and I need gloves, and I couldn't feel my face after cycling with a freezing wind blowing at me, but it beats rain any day! :) I think my energy is increasing! I've managed to get up the hill home every day for about 2 weeks now. I'm really impressed. Least, even if my mind is still mostly unuseable, I have more energy to work with. Plus it's fun cycling along singing 'la-coo-ka-ra-cha', you know that mexican song (at least, I think it's mexican ::sweatdrop:: ). Hee hee.

Have I rambled enough, do you think? Heh heh. Got a little carried away today, ne? Stupid excitement leaving me rambling for hours on end! Maybe you won't believe me, but I did start this at 8pm! Ah, not even a full 2 hours! Not that bad actually. Hee hee! ;) I'll go amuse myself with something. Oh yes! I found a new yaoi manga being done by the same group that are scanlating the Matantei Loki manga! Woohoo! More for me! >D Mata ne!

Xilmin visited the elves at 09:52 p.m.

Monday, October 6, 2003

I'm back again! :P

I'm more confused about what Gilgamesh is about than I was before I watched the first episode! Post-apocolyptic, dark, sci-fi story, but beyond that I'm completely bewildered. Weird animation style too. Can't think of anything that looked like that... well, Blood: The Last Vampire did, kinda... although that's probably just me. ;) Looks like it's going to be a really dark series! Particularly considering they didn't use much in the way of background music (that I noticed anyway), and what there was was quite... odd... IMO. But me like! Yet another series to add to the 'must get' list! :S

Just had to add my first impressions of that before I forgot everything about it (which I will cos I'm just so bewildered over it! :S ) Now to start getting ready for bed! No reading yaoi manga this time! No! NO! ... what about Hikaru no Go? AHHHHH!!! I infuriate me! >(

Xilmin visited the elves at 10:03 p.m.

Monday, October 6, 2003

Eternal Sabbath is freaky! Freaky freaky FREAKY manga! I've always thought the insides ppl's minds were scary places, but that was just... freaky... cool but freaky! :S Gotta get more! ;)

Been reading manga all day. Least it's not all been yaoi this time! ;) Ok, I did read 5 volumes of Love Mode this afternoon, but that was all! :P What? That one's good! If only 'The Eternally-Smoking Grump' Aoe and 'The Pessimistic Kitten' Naoya would actually do something for once instead of all the emotional crap! ... Eh heh... anyway...

Read something called World End Fairytale. Looks like it's gonna be really cool. Fantasy-style thing with alternate dimensions for fights to take place in. Set in some posh high school. Huge, I mean HUGE buildings surrounded HUGE grounds! So cool! There's also a bish (that I've completely forgotten the name of). Loud, fun, flirt, but I'm sure there's a darker side, so I'm interested! >) Can't wait for more of that!

I did download a whole load of other manga stuff, but deleted it after taking a quick look at the beginnings of a few of them. If I'm not at least slightly picky, I'll never know where I am with anything! ;) Plus, romantic stories don't appeal to me when there aren't hints of sci-fi or fantasy (or at the very least loads of bishounen! ;) )

Now where did the rest of the day go? ... ::suddenly remembers she has college tomorrow:: Crap! I had stuff to do for Chemistry, didn't I? ... CRUD! ... ah, I'm sure it's no big deal... what excuse could I use if he asks? My head hurt? Well, that's not a lie, but that's not exactly an excuse either cos it hurts every day and I just have to deal with it. :S I was distracted with work? Well, I've done work on Nonsical Sense, which while to me is something to be proud of, somehow I think he'll see chemistry work more important. ::sigh:: I guess I'll just need to rely on the 'innocent little girl' cover and just quietly mention I forgot. I mean, I did forget. And if I can manage to look pathetic enough, then maybe he won't hurt me... I'm not used to work. I haven't been having to study hard for 2 years. I'm not used to having deadlines anymore... Ah, I'm sure I'll get by. So back to rambling! >)

::sigh:: It's WET and I don't like it! ::grumble grumble:: The question is am I going to be incredibly stubborn and still cycle tomorrow (and appear in class, soaking wet and end up leaving a lake under my seat ;) ) or will I take the easy way out and get a lift, then feel really pathetic for backing off because of weather. :S One the one hand, cold and wet are things I always associate with nightmares. One the other hand, I'm a dumb idiot who never listens to what is good for her, and will almost certainly cycle as long as I am awake enough to remember how. ;)

Need to have an early night tonight! Been succumbing to staying up way too often these days! Been getting up at 11 every day this weekend! Not good! 'specially now I have to get up for 8 tomorrow! :S Last night it wasn't entirely my fault. My mum decided to take a bath just as I was going to brush my teeth... so I read yaoi manga... but I can't stop reading a chapter in middle, so I had to finish it... then I believe I just had to finish the entire volume. ::whacks head:: Argh! I'm killing myself like this! Need sleep! ::cries::

I'll go get my supper now in the hopes that any procrastinating I do now still won't leave me too late in getting to bed. But the big question is: what to do while having supper? Read Hikaru no Go manga? OR Watch anime? Naruto, Tokyo Underground or Gilgamesh. Don't know what Gilgamesh is about. I keep looking that up, but I never remember... ::checks:: Oh! Sounds interesting. Have no idea what it all means so there is no way I can sum it all up, but I'm interested nonetheless. ;) I choose that one! :D Well, decision made, I'm off. Ja!

Xilmin visited the elves at 09:24 p.m.

Sunday, October 5, 2003

Like I hadn't said enough for today, here's some more! :P

AVENGER RULES!!! NEED MORE NEED MORE! FANTASTIC! AMAZING! SUGOI! KAKKOI! WAI WAI WAI!!! ... I liked the first episode! With Noir's style of music and .hack//SIGN's animation style, fantastic battle scenes, curious sci-fi setting, interesting characters, not to mention intriguing plot, I'm hooked from the start! It's been a while since something got me this interested so quickly! Ah! Now I have to wait a whole week for the next one to come out! NOOOOOOO!!!!!!! If this is any indication of the types of series that are coming out this season, my head is going to blow with an overload! >D

Just 1 other thing before I start getting ready to shut down for the night: Hikaru no Go is an addiction! ... correction: Sai is an addiction! >D I want his hat! I want his fan! I want his clothes! Hell! I just want him! >D So cute! And serious! And murow! >D Just wanna capture him, strip him, have some fun then run off with his things! Now there's a plan! >D

Reading Hikaru no Go manga and then watching Avenger last thing at night was a bad idea. Ok, I had no idea Avenger was going to be that good, but I should have seen the re-awakening of my Hikaru no Go obsession coming a long way off! :S But I'd better go. Need to leave at least an hour for my daily 'bugging the dog'. Ok, after a while it's him bugging me to feed him cos I made him get up, but it's still fun! >D ... damn, that face is appearing way too frequently tonight! What are my dreams going to be tonight? :S ::thinks for a moment:: Hee hee! I can't wait! >D

Xilmin visited the elves at 10:26 p.m.

Sunday, October 5, 2003

What does it mean when you dream of a young swan trying to eat a tomato? :S What other wonderous and weird things did my mind wander to last night? I was trying to video something on TV, only I was in the middle of a football pitch while a game was being played... There was a museum to some haunted place with witches and things, only it was filled with bones of dinosaurs instead... I was trying to get to a 'birthday meal' with a whole load of ppl I didn't know and by the time I got there, I was covered in bruises... I know there was something else, but it's gone now... no no wait! I remember! I was being attacked by spiders glued to nutshells! ... ::thinks for a moment:: Yup, I'm confused! I have to wonder why all this seemed perfectly normal activities when I was asleep. What is my actual outlook on reality? Bah! What reality? ;)

Parents have been bugging me most of the day. Disconnecting me from the net again (this time just cos there aren't enough connections for all the machines and apparently I'm 'expendable' ::cries::). Of course, that means I just sit in front of Compy and read those yaoi mangas again! >) It's my parents fault! :P They also feed me some weird stuff. My mouth was on fire! I can't deal with spicy food, and they always insist on feeding me it! :S The actual food itself would have been really nice. Sweet potatoes! I like those and we rarely get 'em! :'(

Well, I was talking about getting to the end of a few series and wondering why nothing else was starting. I'm seeing the first episodes of a few things now (still trying to catch up with everything else I've got, I barely have time to get 'em!). But I've downloaded the first episode of Gilgamesh and I'm getting the first episode of Avenger. According to AnimeNfo.com, Avenger sounds like it's going to be really good! Don't have a clue what 'Gilgamesh' is going to be though (can't rememeber what I read about it :S ). But 1 episode can't hurt to download, particularly when it's actually a normal download instead of BitTorrent for once! Yay! :D

Oh yeah oh yeah! I UPDATED NONSICAL SENSE! I have now got a 'Quotes' page! Just having anything to update is amazing enough, never mind what it actually is! But I adore collecting quotes, so I had to add it in somewhere, and it was relatively easy to do. Makes a change! ;)

I'm really enjoying the second series of Full Metal Panic! FUMOFFU! Hee hee hee! Kawaii! Now I'm wanting one of those suits! Fun fun! Teddy bear with a gun! Yay! >D Can't wait for more of that to come out! Great series! Me likey! Me likey! :D

Ok, this download is driving me crazy! I've been trying to get it since the 15th of September (apparently)! Sheesh! It's still only at 55%! ARRRGGGHHHH!!! Ok, it is somewhat larger than a typical episode. It's a korean computer generated anime movie, I believe. I've seen the trailer for it, and it looks fantastic (CG stuff always sucks me in ;) ). I really really want it, but this is getting ridiculous! 66 hours to go just now. ::sigh:: Make that 67. :S But I shall not give in!

I've found a place I can download the first chapters of the Hikaru no Go manga! Woo! It's been ages since I got more of the anime, and since I'm so busy with other series just now, the manga will have to keep me going. I still can't figure out why a board game can be so appealing. I never did get very far with learning how to play. I think I'd need an actual teacher, cos I always made the same mistakes but never noticed until it was too late (always made my moves to quickly, but didn't have the patience to check if I was making the right ones :S )

Oh! More manga downloads! Spiral! I've still to get the rest of that series too. Oi oi. Can't keep up. But the manga won't take much to download, and no BitTorrent with it! :D And the Escaflowne manga. I've still not seen the entire series of that yet either, but reading the manga can't hurt. And something else called Eternal Sabbath. About genetic engineering! Neat! And Ghost Sweeper Mikami. About ghosts (unsurprisingly). Can't hurt to check that out too. Who would have thought that just a few months ago, I barely touched mangas! ;)

Getting the impression I'm bored yet? Heh heh. I guess I could go wander off elsewhere. I could read the manga I'm downloading. But I'm in the mood to write, and when I can't concentrate to come up with an actual plot, rambling here will have to do. ::sniffle sniffle cries:: I miss my stories!!! No fair! Torture! I demand that I get my brain back just so I can write again! It's all I've ever wanted to do all my life! WAAAAAHHHHH!!! ... ::cough:: Uh yeah. So many many ideas and no brain to put 'em together. :(

...woah! That was the weirdest thing to ever happen! My mum said "Maybe you're better sticking there with your internet and things afterall". ::shock:: I only gave a vague mention to what Saku did last night (her crappy crappy night) and she says that! WOW! She's beginning to understand there is scum out there in the big wide world. But Compy on the other hand is always so nice to me... Bah! Who am I kidding? ::kicks Compy:: No way is this thing ever nice to me! ::glare:: ...Now I'm just waiting for it to crash and I loose all this guff. Would be good for anyone else to be saved my rambles, but I would be 'severely aggitated' to say the least! ;)

...ok, I think I'm out of guff to ramble about now. I'll see what else I can amuse myself with now. Mata ne!

Xilmin visited the elves at 08:09 p.m.

Basics

Name: Xilmin Nerrar (might as well be when I'm on the net ;) )
Nick: Xi (I have more, plenty more!)
Gender: Female
Age: 17
Birthday: 1st Nov (gimme a pressie! :P )
Sign: Scorpio
Home: Scotland
E-mail: xilmin@yahoo.com

Favs

Food: Ketchup (or anything with ketchup! [I mean anything])
Drink: Irn Bru!
Colour: Red, Blue, Yellow, White, Black, Green (depending on my mood)
Time: Night
Season: Summer
Weather: Calm, warm & dry
Activity: Computer, anime, drawing, writing, reading, dreaming and thinking
Music: Anime/J-pop, Rock, Metal, Classical (anything but boy-bands and opera!)
Author: Terry Pratchet
Movie: Lord of the Rings, Matrix, Star Wars (there's loads more)
TV show: Red Dwarf
Anime: Gravitation, Jubei-chan, Jungle wa Itsumo Hale Nochi Guu, Hyper Police, Fruits Basket, Wolf's Rain, Hoshi no Koe, DN Angel, Yami no Matsuei, Matantei Loki Ragnarok, Excel Saga, GetBackers, Stellvia of the Universe (There are very few anime I don't like ;) )
Manga: Apocripha, Fake, Love Mode, Midare Somenishi, Chrno Crusade, Houshin Engi

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